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This sounds so conformist... but again... i'm too much of a non conformist to conform to non conformist's standards... in other words... i don't really care... i don't know what i want... and i do what i feel like doing... i'm a oxymoron... so... bite me~
i know you drop by.... so i try to update my blog as often as possible.. it's my own little way of staying in touch....

non conformist.....

i really really hate conforming to society's standards..... i hate the word chilling out... i don't like to go "yo babe" , "wassup", "miss ya lots!!!!"... i think i hate the "miss ya lots" for a whole different reason... maybe its because people don't mean it... maybe its because of the frequency of it said... maybe its because i can't relate to them... i don't have that much space in my heart to miss that many people that many number of times.... i don't like crowds.... and i don't like cafe dil ma

I feel jazzy...

The theme song for today....



I like songs sung in a foreign language, it allows your mind to wander, to imagine, to explore... it grants me the space to imagine what i want to imagine the singer is singing, and let the tunes orchestrate my thoughts.

I like my pride... I think it is something we admire each other for.. but somehow it coagulates into some sort of barrier... and we leave at the end of the day with a "i don't need you or any of your self centric idiosyncrasies, i can jolly well survive alone" attitude. Although i can't say that's exactly what we objectified from the start, but at least we get reprieve from the self righteous anger that accompanies to sleep at night.

I like river valley's fish soup and i like star movies... they make the world a friendlier place...

I don't like phillip yeo...

i don't like the people on "who's going"... everytime i see sebas log on... i feel like i've just entered lala land... everyone appears to be so happy.. happy is an understatement, they are like santa clauseS... on prozac... at disneyland... getting laid. After all the partying... the booze, the smooze.. you go home...... den what? Under the the glamorous facade.... lies what? i would like to know... i would like to be happy too...

I like how the breeze brushes against my face in an empty orchard road 3 am in the morning... i like filling up the empty spaces with my footprints and i like squelching the silence with my humming... i like listening to el hazard's ending theme while strolling along once crowded streets...



I like the blower's daughter by damien rice... I like how he says that life will go easy on me.... most of the time... i like the non chalance in his voice..... it reflects my mood... moodless... no ups.. no downs.. just plain sailing.. if any could be more apt to describe my mood.. it would be this =l .... its been a long time since its been like =) or like =(

I don't like hopeless romantics... so here's something to crush you all... if you think the blower's daughter is about a happy lovelorn moron who's endlessly infatuated with the blower's daughter... guess again... It's a warped song, i doubt you ever pay attention to the ending of the song where he says... "Till i find somebody" there's a reason why its coupled with the movie "Closer"...

Behind the facade...

when emptiness kicks in... what do you do?
hide amongst the crowd, behind a facade of joy?
or
seek solace in solitude in your very own sanctuary?

Serendipity

Serendipity - A fact or occurrence of fortunate discoveries.
It's been a long time since i've experienced serendipity..... however today.... by a moment of serendipicious-ness, whilst looking for the song i got infatuated with during yesterday's ktv session with chek, i discovered a little story that coincides with the song... or at least i think so.... Its not a literal or palpable kind of correspondence but rather, it concurs in the manner in which it sets upon you a tinge of sadness and that small drop of tear that it brings to your eye. Not dramatic, but its as real as the real thing.

都过了四个多月,她还是日日夜夜地在思念着这个男孩..分手过后,男孩还是很关心她,可是身份不对了,这是以一个朋友的身份来关心,她还是不很习惯,所以她还是伤心..最近,男孩很少联络她了,是因为工作忙吗?还是有其他原因?她很想知道,可是她知道她没有资格再问男孩这些问题了..昨天,她收到男孩的简讯,是有关房间的事...她觉得有点难过是因为离开这房间日子到了..心里酸酸的...她再也没有任何的理由住在这房间里了..男孩还是关心的问她会搬到哪里..可是她没有回答男孩...男孩是真的为了她的前途着想,希望她得到更多更好的才狠下心肠离开了她,还是男孩已经不再爱她了?这,没有人知道,她也不知道...男孩才是懂这答案的人..当她想起男孩离开她时,那没有一丝丝留恋的眼神..真的很心酸...如果男孩是真的为了她着想才离开她的话,她很感动也很难过..不过,她会好好的过..不会让男孩担心..她也一直希望男孩也会还好的过,好好的在他的事业上打拼,毕竟男孩是为了事业才离开她的..

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她来听我的演唱会
曲:梁文福 词:黄中岳 编:黄中岳

她来听我的演唱会
在十七岁的初恋第一次约会
男孩为了她彻夜排队
半年的积蓄买了门票一对
我唱得她心醉 我唱得她心碎
三年的感情一封信就要收回
她记得月台汽笛声声在催
播我的歌陪着人们流泪
嘿 陪人们流泪
她来听我的演唱会
在二十五岁恋爱是风光明媚
男朋友背着她送人玫瑰
她不听电话夜夜听歌不睡
我唱得她心醉 我唱得她心碎
成年人分手后都像无所谓
和朋友一起买醉卡拉OK
唱我的歌陪着画面流泪
嘿 陪着流眼泪
我唱得她心醉 我唱得她心碎
在三十三岁真爱那么珍贵
年轻的女孩求她让一让位
让男人决定跟谁远走高飞
嘿 谁在远走高飞
我唱得她心醉 我唱得她心碎
她努力不让自己看来很累
岁月在听我们唱无怨无悔
在掌声里唱到自己流泪
嘿 唱到自己流泪
她来听我的演唱会
在四十岁后听歌的女人很美
小孩在问她为什么流泪
身边的男人早已渐渐入睡
她静静听着我们的演唱会

Was mysteriously drawn to my keyboard, logged in and started blogging even though i have only a very short morning to accomplish a very long series of tasks. Maybe its because alot has happened this week and i want to share it with you.... maybe its because you're the only one listening to me.... It's a pity you're like a mirage that will never actualize.... how i wish i could make wishes to you and see it happen in front of me the next day like some sort of surprise...

It's been a really hectic week in camp, 5 days of parades in a row, almost got turned into a roasted pig under the scorching sun, i've turned from black, to red, then to purple, and for the grand finale, when i actually got to book out at 9pm yesterday night... there had to be a shortfall in the amount of magazines, and we had to search high and low for it only to find it misplaced under a table in the armskote... how ridiculous.... But at least things ended on a happy note yesterday night... found my uni acceptance letter lying on the table along with details for my long awaited bridging course... finally i'm able to taste the sweet campus life again....

The last screening of Letters of Iwo Jima is at 1135pm tonight... might not be seeing it on the big screen after all.....

Well... off to work... got a long morning in front of me....

i need a break

Cant seem to get into the ORD mood, camp's been a real bitch lately, parades... parades.. parades, news of the upcoming schedule. It feels as if i've been been sucked through some kinda inter-dimensional black hole, back into 2005 when i've just enlisted. I've never really expected much from the last 2 months of service in this hell hole, but the least my unit could've done in a reciprocative effort is to allow us to exact that sigh of relief, that "Phew, its finally almost over", It is rather evident that no ostensible effort has been put in with regards to our welfare...
Courses, exercises, outfields, SOCs.... so this is what we get in return for our blood and sweat. So much for family....

found this a tad interesting... also potentially provocative if it was written by a male

我们都想要帅哥
可是不要他的花心
也不要随时都得提心吊胆--
怕别的女孩打他的主意

我们都爱有钱少爷
最好是老豆快死翘翘的那种
可是不要他在外头包二奶三妾四姨太
更加看不起堂堂男人
像个女人一样连灯泡都不会换

我们都爱飞仔因为
做黑道大哥的女人听起来很帅
而且男人不坏女人不爱
如果不被连累不被对付不用跟着亡命天涯的话
不想跟 <<古惑仔>>里的黎姿同一下场

我们都爱DJ
但DJ不轻佻就不好玩了
而男朋友怎么可以对谁都口花花呢

我们都爱pilot
但永远不想听见别人提起他跟某某空姐之间的暧昧

Note how each sentence contradicts its predecessor....
the female species.... amazingly temperamental, yet at the same time very much predictable

God: You have one wish from me
Man: I want a bridge from singapore to LA, so i can take my harley for a joyride
God: That will use up much resources which could be put to better use, make another wish
Man: I wanna understand women
God: Ok, how many lanes you want? 3 or 4?

Dun get me wrong man... almighty god is omnipotent, but the even the all knowing knows its best not to go there....

Quotes of the day

Gotta note these down before i forget them.... classically hilarious

Opinions are like assholes, everyone's got one

I have alot of insight, the only problem is that i don't have any problems, so i don't get to use it.

This one's particularly inspirational, but because it appeared in southpark and came outta cartman's mouth... it didn't appear just as inspirational.

There's a little pretty brave kid fighting for his life in the hospital right now, i'm gonna go get him some bigger boxing gloves. (kid refers to kenny, he dies every episode anyways)




See what i mean..

mind bogging day

Been trying to take my mind of things... planning activities back to back, reading documents and articles late into the night, been blogging a whole lot more than i usually do... been looking forward to booking in to indulge in a world devoid of emotions and troubles... been really busy in camp lately... really takes your mind off things when you're worn out. That's me being gay again, but its never like me to discuss the daily routines in detail or rant out randomly... but i've had it till here.. and its brimming out... overspilling, just like the effects of the sub prime mortgage loan delinquency.

Communications otherwise defined as the imparting or interchanging of thoughts, opinions, or information by speech, writing, or signs. Humans are communal beings, we are dependant and dependable at the same time, we function as a community, developing complex social structures and hierachies, forming different unique cultures and lifestyle patterns as we evolve to adapt to our everchanging environment. why does this start to sound like an anthropology lesson? Communications, is the very foundation of our evolution, a catalyst which facilitates both the creation and mergers of communities. It miraculously combines societal structures and eliminates vast cultural differences, as we presently term it, globalization. Communications, has along with the development of technology, acheived new heights in the modern world. From the founding of alphabets by the pheonicians during an era i even have problem pronouncing, to Joseph Henry's creation of the electric telegraph and finally to today's WIFI.

As primates we used to try to bring across the most basic of messages, such as "Oh Oo Ah" for "I'm gonna need you to put down that banana, you thieving bastard" to "Ah Ah Oh Oo" for " I urgently need a booty call, dear, put the baby down". Today, this aspect of communications is on a total different level, a whole new platform. There's body language, hand signals, different linguistic combinations such as singlish, different tones of voices, different medium of expressions such as poetry/movies/music.. etc and finally there's DECEPTION, commonly known as LYING and also falsifying emotions and messages. How contradicting and ironic that as primates, our primary objective was to accurately convey a certain message, however, now, as a more evolved being, we try to distort signals to transmit across a somewhat erratic message which do not represent our thoughts. So maybe one day, a few milleniums down the road, we may be trying all means to throw away money instead of trying to gain wealth... I was just being figurative.. that'll never happen.... lol

scb says its miscommunication... but if it happens so ever often... it's suddenly occuring to me that maybe its because we just cannot be bothered to communicate. When you so often mis-interpret messages sent across... maybe you are just better off apart from each other...

I can't believe i typed 2 paragraphs of rubbish in an attempt to prove a point, but end up typing another whole paragraph of irrelevant text.

Anyways... read this article on lying from forbes.com, aparrently, lying is supposed to be good for you. In fact, studies have shown lying to have become instinct, embedded into the human behavioral pattern, it has become automatic, and in an average 10 minute conversation, at least 3 lies are being weaved. So i conclude, lying should'nt be something negative.

To quote a paragraph

"We lie to avoid awkwardness or punishment. We lie to maintain relationships and please others. And, of course, most of all we lie to please ourselves. Whether we’re embellishing our credentials or strengthening our stories, we often tell untruths to make ourselves appear and feel better."

I think its a simple yet comprehensive explanation of why humans lie, better than any complex theory/thesis, compacting the whole fundamental truth about lying into 3 simple lines.

Well, i've reached my objective for today... my mind's totally drained out of material... the headquarters have shutdown and i'm finally void of all bad feelings .. gonna call it a day.

Found a few very classic songs from jacky cheung hanging around yesterday, very soothing indeed. and also discovered this song called 爱上周杰伦 by janice, rather innovative song, protraying the open display of affection for jay chou by gals like ah bon.. lolx


我开始有了感觉
因这困兽的主角
但最尾搁浅悬崖
就一生简单的爱
听着那女人可爱
若碰到不分开
共你手牵手星星会否听见
爱在公元前节拍漫天声线
但你听得到世界暂且安静
弦又断了线教我学会愉快点
我爱上周杰伦
东风破双刀烟圈一一爱上
我爱上周杰伦
只因我太爱听见他的声音
口开不了你知道
得不到你的苦恼
像喝你泡的浓茶
追忆七里里香气
挂念你太多希冀
念到这诗的尾
没有秋刀鱼花猫撒娇鼓噪
摄入凯旋门拍照来访古堡
越过小村庄看见梦想分裂
然后爱上你听听晴天像更好
我爱上周杰伦
东风破双刀烟圈一一爱上
我爱上周杰伦
只因我太爱听见他的声音
我爱上周杰伦
他给我一种思想一种个唱
我爱上周杰伦
只因我太爱听见他的声音

I LOVE JAY!!!!!



btw... i have no idea why i digressed.... i wanted to talk about the faslifying of accounts of live events in blogs.... nvm.. talk about it another day..

A way back into love

OST from the movie "Music and Lyrics"
by a very charming drew barrymore and a very not caught with his pants down hugh grant




A way back into love
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I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I 've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
OhhhhhI've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signsI know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

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Although i don't exactly fancy this song, there is this particular phrase written by drew barrymore when she decided to leave for florida at the ending of the song...

I like it not because it's symmetrical to how i feel, but rather because its the exact opposite of my logic... I would be more of a

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need negotation
Not just another inspiration

Maybe its because i've read too much of patrick shaw's Logic and its limits or i believe too much in adam smith's theory of supply and demand. Negotations need to be made in relationships in order for it to work, it may sound grossly unromantic... but no one ever said occasional sacrifices, unconditional givings and forgiveness cant be tabled during the negotations neither did anyone say they cant be incorporated into the terms of the agreement. But some sort of mutual reciprocation needs to be in the works... its just human nature...

Chek's first night @ ECP

Saturday was rather eventful, a day of reprieve, away from the troubles of having to do stupid parades, away from the locked up Inet room, away from the atrocities, away from camp. Dug up some old URA documents to do a search for a new warehouse, proceeded on to the office to fax a summon from my good old friend. The TP... thanks for the new year ang pao, it has been a pleasure faxing you my particulars, paying you $120 and accepting my 3 demerit points. *Sacarsm* you must have noticed that i don't qualify for the progress package therefore took the initiative to give me a package of your own, thank you for you kind act, however i would appreciate it if you could pick on someone else the next time... ZZ.z.zz i'm trying to refrain myself from vulgarities so i shall therefore change the subject.

Went on to my dad's office to vent out my fustration on the long expired cookies, learnt why it is never a good idea to hire a friend. Then proceeded over to my brother's desk and discovered a really hot china babe sitting next to him, woHoooO!!!! maybe that's why he's been so hardworking these days. The lucky bastard.... LOL~!

Then went on to meet chek at PS for music and lyrics, another great show, lots of conversational humor, don't understand why... but it seems that the english have hidden humor in almost all their sentences, admire hugh grant's impeccable ability in the creation of subtle humor, exaggerated actions don't seem to tickle me as much as subtle hidden humor these days. Drew Barrymore has really matured into a great actress and to speak of it, her charm seems to have grown with her age. A really great movie, with tears and laughter packed into it. Didn't really enjoy the OST, however a sub theme caught my eye or rather ear, it embellished the movie with a perfect finishing touch.




It’s never been easy for me
To find words to go along, with a melody
But this time there’s actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I’ve met you, my whole life has changed
It’s not just my furniture, you’ve rearranged
I was living in the past, but somehow you’ve brought me back
And I haven’t felt like this since before Frankie said relax
And while I know, based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet
For years I’ve been telling myself, the same old story
That I’m happy to live off my so called, former glories
But you’ve given me a reason, to take another chance
Now I need you, despite the fact, that you’ve killed all my plants
And though I know, I’ve already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever getAll I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet
Don’t write me off just yet



Now to the main topic, chek's first night @ ECP, LOL... brought tou hua to the rink and brought along 2 of my speakers to blast music and relax. Finally convinced him that skating would be a good activity to do. Got back my aggro skates from gavin and passed it over to him.. pretty impressive i must say, he managed to reach the jetty on his first attempt. But he really did seem tired upon reaching the rink, despite the relief on his face. He left soon after, probably too traumatised by the slopes.

Waited a hell of a long time for wenlong and gang and proceeded down to hk cafe and discovered we have different definitions of hk cafe, i was the one who left last, but ended up reaching there first, but discovered i was at the wrong cafe, they actually meant the one down at katong mall. Had a fun time making fun of wenlong's sexual orientation and kaishi's topic about "Are s'porean women too slutty for their own good" I must say... in my humble opinion... i think its best to have no opinion.. so.. that's what they read on CLEO... so why was there no corrective action done since they think they are too slutty... discovered that there's a new addition to the "Look older than your actual age club" On behalf of the club, i welcome you... jeremy... LOL~

Poor lucas looked very upset... although he didn't mention.. i sorta can tell it has something to do with lynn... suggested to him not to break his balls over a girl...well... i can only make subtle suggestions and there's a limit to what a friend can do... i can just wish him luck...

Newton's fourth law of motion

Some like fast motion
Some like slow motion
In and out motion
Out comes white lotion
Note down this notion
Newton's fourth quotion
About the law of motion

Top secret document - Category 1A
Leaked by Wenlong, edited by me
Dated 11/03/07 4:30am
Location - HK cafe(Katong Mall)

maybe....

Maybe it didn't matter to you.... so maybe it shouldn't matter to me either.....
take a risk, take the chance, make a change.... and breakaway....

STI down 300 points in the past week

My first experience of a downtrend cycle... not a good one i must say... portfolio down by 15%
should i cut? i don't know... maybe chris gardner would know...
Bears are never good for me... i just lack the balls to short... whether its a good or bad thing.. god knows... god forbid this thurs to be another black thursday.....
God bless

He must have had on some really nice pants...

A scene from the pursuit of happyness.... taking things from a whole new perspective...
it makes you stand out... think out of the box... don't concentrate on the negativities....
concentrate on how the positivities..... If you learn how to live life in this way... with a little help of lady luck... you'll probably make it somewhere..




An interesting twist... witty answer.... i guess if it were an average joe.... he would've said.. "i wouldn;t hire him"

Strength...

How would you define strength? Brute force/Brainpower? Individual ability? The ability to hold back your tears? or are you able to protray strength just plainly by mouthing the words "i'm strong" so very often?

In my context, i feel that strength comes from the heart, It is the inborne ability to negate negativity into positivity, to be able to face harsh circumstances with composure, to be able to hold close to you the important people in your life and tell them it'll all be ok when shit hits the fan, to be able to lead them out of it and most importantly, to never, never leave their side.

Sometimes, movies makes me rethink life, its intricacies, the complex structure of relationships, and reminds me that shit does happen...... Yesterday, "the pursuit of happyness" made me think about strength, all different aspects of it, the means to bring back the bacon, to give your family a comfortable means of living, and also the strength to brave through the shit with them, what it means to be dependable, and also how to make things easy for the one you depend on.

Happiness, what is it.... I believe it is something that cannot be defined, it can only be felt, I've heard the sentence "Money can't buy you happiness" one too many times, but when i looked into linda's eyes when she left gardner, the ambivalence in her eyes made me wanna tear, the love for him as the father of her child, but also the hate for his inability to make ends meet. In the declaration of independence, Thomas Jefferson made use of 3 things as fundamentals for the declaration. Life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness. It was the basis for the rest of the terms in the declaration. But however, did you know that the pursuit of happiness was actually derived from "the pursuit of property" based on the writings of adam smith and john locke. Jefferson thought that the right to property was a concept tied to feudalism and potentially antithetical to liberty, so he replaced "the right to property" with the right to the "pursuit of happiness". So it is undeniable that happiness does come hand in hand with some sort of physical assets.

Sometimes life comes along and decides to traumatize you, Chris gardner looks it in the face and tells it he won't go down. And for that i respect him. For i know i might just crumble if i were in his shoes, wouldn't you? That's why he is so inspirational,he reminds i am pretty lucky to be born into a relatively well to do family,to be able to complete my studies and i should work hard with what i have and never allow myself to land in such a predicament for i might not be able to climb out of it.

I look at gardner's son, christopher and i start to wonder, if i were to have a child, would he be so supportive and so understanding? What would i give for someone so understanding.... but i guess it works both way, you have to possess the patience of gardner to raise someone like christopher.

Anyways... to sum it up... i will watch the "pursuit of happyness" again
Rating "9/10"

a few clips from the pursuit of happyness

The trailer



Kelly Clarkson's breakaway.. a apt song for the movie



An interview with chris gardner in person,
A good addon to the movie, there's this part where he mentioned a proposal received regarding a reality show, picking homeless people off the street and give them a job, the person who makes the most out of his life will receive a prize. His reply to it was "Being homeless is not a game, and if you think it is, i already was... so send me the money"... I totally agree



Never let anyone tell you that you can't do something, if you have a dream... protect it...

I think i don't like it...

somehow... i have a certain dislike for sentences starting with "i wanna" and ending with a exclamation mark, somehow i feel a certain strong resentment towards people who use the word "I" and the punctuation "!" all too frequently, underestimating the value of "We" and "do you?"
It feels like you take things for granted.

天才白痴梦

人皆寻梦
梦里不分西东
片刻春风得意
未知景物蒙眬
人生如梦
梦里辗转吉凶
寻乐不堪苦困
未识苦与乐
同天造之才
皆有其用
振翅高飞
无须在梦中
南柯长梦
梦去不知所踪
醉翁他朝醒觉
是否跨凤乘龙
何必寻梦
梦里甘苦皆空
劝君珍惜此际
自当欣慰无穷
何必寻梦

everytime i hear this song.... it stings..... cant exactly figure out the reason... but i've this particular weird inclination towards re-orchestrations of old songs, and remixes of old songs with new songs these days... perhaps its nostalgia... perhaps i really miss the past... perhaps the past was better... alex once told me... if you spend the next ten years thinking about what you did the past 10 yrs... then you're going to miss out alot in life... makes alot of sense... but why do i still feel this way? maybe i should've been born in the 40s... cos i feel like a 40s person... its in the culture of the 40s to be nostalgic...

Damage control

Was at suntec like 30 minutes ago.... booking in in 30 minutes time... but really had to post this... wanted to ask mad or hl out for dinner... but apparently... both not free... wonder why this happens? when you need them, they're all unavailable.. but they start popping out like mushrooms when your schedule's packed to the brim... then you have to execute those ninjitsu moves you've been secretly training all along... *pOoF* you split into 2. But anyways... being the usual me, in love with solitary confinement(mm.. well not confinement maybe but being alone is what is enjoy) binged @ home to the tune of SCV's "sweet potato boy" then went off to suntec for a nice walk, as i walked past G*C, a particular dietary supplement retail chain shop, i couldn't help but eavesdrop on the 2 salesgirls, giggling away, they certainly looked like they were having some interesting conversation.
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"ehh.. dun laugh at people lehzz... maybe people wanna become sumo wrestler" "**some blur text*" "haha.... is it.. dun look so to me worzz.. think he cant even be sumo, think instead of getting more protein, he should be getting more exercise"

I looked up and saw a relatively huge man carry 2 containers of protein shakes, mmm... and i thought to each his own... different people make different life choices, and that's his life choice... but i do think he should really heed the salesgirl's advice and do some damage control... i looked down at my own tummy... maybe i should do some damage control too...

ok.... back to camp....