Hi blog.... its my birthday today... but somehow... it feels like any other day, dull, lacking in animation.. even to the extent of being dim. Birthdays seem to lack meaning except for the fact that another year of my pathetic life has passed me by and i'm one step closer to the end. I'm so sick of this world and the way it revolves around money, wealth and power. I'm sick of the intoxicating lifestyle everyone seems so adapted to, I'm sick of seeing those less deserving bestowed more and those deserving ones left behind to starve. I feel like moving to a small fishing village to retire and die off before this world drowns itself in its desire to manipulate.
I recently explored a little into tarot cards.... maybe its the desire to probe a little into the future.. to know what awaits and to have that little comfort to know that as bleak as it may seem... its already been decided upon and its not up to us to change it. I believe fortune telling really helps to help clear the mist when you get lost in the journey of life.. It's like a friend, telling you that no matter what happens, it'll be by your side to guide you through it...
这样的人 这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
等你想起这没用的人
已经找到爱 为何要离开
一人一半 感情不散
一人一素故 感情才会久
时光累计 安静的泪滴
一心去追 爱那么可贵
这样的人 这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
为爱翻滚 不计伤痕
甘心为你一生都浮沉
这样的人 别笑我蠢
傻傻的 心痛也不觉疼
就算天冷 就算残忍
等你想起这没用的人
一人一半 感情不散
已经找到爱 为何要离开
时光累计 安静的泪滴
一心去追 爱那么可贵
这样的人 这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
为爱翻滚 不计伤痕
甘心为你一生都浮沉
这样的人 别笑我蠢
傻傻的 心痛也不觉疼
就算天冷 就算残忍
等你想起这没用的人
一人一半 感情不散
已经找到爱 为何要离开
已经找到爱 为何先离开
