In the little world of our own...

as usual.. been relatively busy lately... schedule's packed to the brim.. for the first time in my life, when i want to arrange dinner with friends, i have to "preplan".. that word was never once in my dictionary, everything was impromptu.. but now it seemed to have become my way of life.. no longer the spontaneous saggitarian... whenever i reach home... my brain's totally drained out from the day's activity... so much to write about... yet somehow i feel lost for words...

Had an encounter with an astronomy enthusaist.... looked through the telescope for the first time, and realised that there's more to the moon than we can see with the naked eye... the outline, the texture... etc...somehow it looked interesting.. but i simply can't picture myself sitting there all night looking through a telescope..

It suddenly occured to me that the kind of lifestyle lead by different individuals seem to differ vastly even though all of us live in this urban jungle driven by the one same purpose in life, the pursuit of happiness, although happiness might have a different meaning for each of us, but to the bulk of us i believe it translates into "wealth and power"

It seems that all of us are in a little world of our own aren't we, no matter how well read or how exposed you are, you are but a micro-organism in the sparse universe where even the most advance technology and the best media can but only give you a view of what the other galaxy looks like, but you can only stay a spectator and will always be alien to that planet so within reach but yet so distant.

The weather's beautiful tonight, trebles of waves looks undisturbed by the ripples amongst the vast ocean, feels so serenaded by the tranquility of the night... its a pity these pictursique sights can't be archived...

Have you asked yourself what you want in life? society teaches you wealth, power, success... and you live your whole life in pursuit of these 3 unquantifiable items... and you start to wonder what's next after you achieve all that... some people live their whole lives without knowing what they want.... i really dread that feeling... maybe happiness doesn't lie beyond the horizon... maybe neverland is a place you left behind... maybe if you retrace and track back into your life... you'll find your never... never land....


I'm beginning to like stewie... he's very much like cartman... i like scums... especially those with some innocence embedded within....



First of 10 episodes.... so simple.. yet it inspires on an epic scale..don't look at this vid from the romantic aspect... there's so much more to it hidden behind the romantic backdrop...