22 yrs old

It feels as if the years has gone by with a blink of the eye.
I've forgotten how it feels to be 19, i can only remember 2005 by matchbox 20's "unwell", i wanna remember how it feels like to be 22 on 1st of feb 2008. After all 22 is the turning point where you start to get old..

I like cute girls, I adore sex on an epic scale and would do anything to get it... well.. almost anything.. not some kinky shit... I love money.. would like to make lots of it, although the prospects of the economy seems to tell me that my pay is only going to rise 1% each year for the next 12 years.I don't quite enjoy working, it just makes time seem to pass faster. I want to strike toto and big sweep, ideally the new year angpao draw.. I've bought lots... i think i should strike.. I don't quite like my boss, when i strike.. i'll probably quit.

I still enjoy walking up and down orchard road, suntec and citylink dozens of time feeling not at all purposeful, i like watching the antics of 20yr olds acting half their age, it amuses me.. I saw 2 grown man holding hands... i can't describe the feeling it gives me.. STI fell more than 800 points in 1 week, it doesn't amuse me..
I've been dumped twice, and i love wallowing in my self inflicted pain each time...
I like eating muah chee, i still talk more than i do... i would like to change that... but the chances of that happening is probably equivalent to that of striking toto. I no longer like festivals as i have lost the ability to immerse in festive celebrations.. it all seems so plain and hollow... just like any other day except for the crowdes on the street and the blinking pieces of tungsten hanging above your head looking like they might fall on you anytime soon. I am trying my best to pass my exams although it seems like all bets are on me failing.. I missed jay chou's concert, but i'm trying to get to zhang zhen yue's one.. i'm looking for someone to goto the river angpao with.. but seems quite bleak as i have only a week more to look.. I am thinking of lihong now.. i wonder how she's doing.. but i think i'll get by and move on... after all she's so far away..

I appreciate my weekly runs with zhihao and jianquan.. although we don't meet as often.. we still share a common bond.. I forgot to call up donald to arrange a meeting for chek.. my memory is getting bad... well.. i think that's about all..
Good luck turning 23

B.Regards
Ken

I don't know why... churned out the best regards automatically....
must have typed too many emails... ahh.. the agony of being a overworked and underpayed 24hr standby working class..